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2009-03-03T23:04:00.004+08:00

Yo Brother brother Jia Hao! ❤ Get well soon (: From the sweestest girl ever, Yip Shiang.

wat for~

2009-02-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

what for i get myself online everyday almost 12 hours when no one gonna talk to me? what for i had a handphone when no one even bother texting me? what for i wear nice clothings and have fancy hairstyles when no one looks at me? what for i had a blog when no one even visit it? what for looking at pretty girls when i knew i never get one myself? what for opening my eyes every morning, thinking each day's gonna be a great day? emotions. it has reached a new low. God bless singles. God bless i had a girlfriend like Linda Liao too! =)

acting~~

2009-02-03T23:52:00.004+08:00

acting is tough! i wonder how those actors always present their best on screen~ my chinese new year sucks! i gonna take that 2009 is gonna be a boo-boo year for everyone, but i still wanna get whatever i hope for. =) i feel fcking lousy seriously. dun ever take things to come so easily, maybe we just didn't fight for the things we wanted before.

rainism~

2009-01-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

getting vampires and those creepy stuffs on MVs seems popular nowadays huh? its always nice missing someone and miss by someone, its been a long time since... My New Love. Rain! =)

2009-01-04T23:41:00.006+08:00

its a new year and most of all i have more than a dozens of stuffs in my wishlist for 2009. hope things really go well, and just pray hard that things will go my way~ i have seen alort of people getting together recently. that really makes miee feel abit jealous or rather lose in confidence about relationship. people get together so easily, wat about miee? i dun even have someone(opposite sex) to text to and talk to when i am online! dun mention on the phone! i had enough of going ard talking to ppl and they showed those boring lines that makes miee wanna gave up the conversation. its never like this before, wat happen? is it smth wrong about miee? or someone just put a curse on miee? i am not someone who needs love, but things is not like that in the past. i must seriously do smth about it, i just dun wanna be like some guys nowadays who stick ard girls like honey, that only make girls sick of you. after speaking to someone that need advises on her r/s, i seriously thinks i ain't no love guru. i speaking all those wise words because i just dun wan her to follow the footsteps of mine when i gave up a r/s that its so lovely to others. it could be a sin. i regretted =( isn't the people around miee changed? or its just miee?

unglam!

2008-12-21T23:45:00.005+08:00

unglamorous!@kbox Sedentary lifestyles ain't for me.

SPG!

2008-12-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

i had my final exam and ended my two-year course at simei ite. time flies and its time to face more obstacles out there. i have learned alort of things and maturity grows within miee. i sincerely hope everyone out there to have a good future ahead after graduating from ite =) got my ns enlistment letter and i gonna serve ns pretty soon. it falls on 9th of jan next year. but i am gonna defer and continue studying in ite for a higer nitec cert before considering signing on for the police. its a decision i had to make, i still dun wanna end my school life that early. i enjoyed it though, maybe not for the studying part~~~ as i am in a age of turning adulthood, i feels that the 5Cs are really important. it is directly concerned to ur marriage, ur job and ur life in the future. it seems every girl will want to lay their hands on some rich guy and be a rich tai-tai next time. it has make them go 'gaga' and 'wow' after they saw a potential target. i have a couple of girl-friends are like this, their eyes were as big as fishballs when they saw young guys with cars and cash. what is this world coming to? i think tats why guys look for china or vietnam women as their life partners, singaporean women are too hard for singaporean men to swallow. that may well explains the birth of 'sarong party girls'! HAHA! =) since i can't do anything right in life, why dun i just be a normal person? perhaps i will have lesser problems to deal with.

2008-11-26T23:04:00.003+08:00

its expected, we didn't win any shit. pratical to phase test, presentations to class test. after all this, its only left with the final year exam on 3rd of dec. that sums up my 2 year course in simei ite. its really fast that things has gone, and i hope everything will be fine. after that, its something to brood about my future. its seems so unpromising~ i have been seeing people getting together and separated. why? is the whole process that easy? i have this agony of seeing girls going up to the wrong men, when they are really uncompaitable, and got hurt then broke up. after tat thinks every men are an asshole. its really so unfair to the others? girls to women, think about it~

team sux~

2008-11-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

i am not sad by the final lose to the West anyway. its so obvious that players from both sides wanted to get the mvp, so the whole situation is always like a one-man show. it gone another way and we lose by a big margin. wat it matters to miee is the trust from teammates. how could a shooting guard goes up to the court without shooting a ball? make the screens and runs, all i did were wasted. its so laughable! getting 2nd for the straight two years now, i guess i had make up my mind. i am playing for the West next year, hopefully =) i see more foreign workers compared to singaporeans everyday. i question how many are there in sg? they are almost everywhere at every corner. do singpore really need so many foreign workers? will the economy here boast because they are around? i dun see that going, in fact they seriously pollute the culture, the whole place! i dun even wanna mix with them, even in public transport. i think i have 90% of possibility that i will migrate someday, so dun expect the most truthful of words from someone who is leaving when the goverment ask why. i dun wanna see a new china or bangala country happening here. i can understand how the serangoon people felt =) i wanna get a bloody driving license!

shooter!

2008-11-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

how sad can it be? i managed to break down the defense of the opposing teams but i just can't put the ball into the net. its really surprising to play miee as a point guard against the west and i did perform above par despite making some turnovers and defensive errors. but its a makeshift position and i shld be happy that i didn't failed to deliver. i didn't play solo, i know when is the right time to attempt a shot, trust miee~ hopefully in the final, things will get better and i will get more calm while handling the pressure =) i have been eating alort recently. its so sinful! i will get hungry anytime of the day. its like the third stage of puberty, lols~ i think i will get bankrupt by eating, cause my weight and size doesn't even make a difference after eating so much. how wasteful of resources~ hahas. i think i just can't keep my hands out the cookie jar =)

colleget east no.7!

2008-10-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

my kneecap got worst than expected. why now? its really quite demoralise when you just had a couple of good games and things turned out this way. the whole world came today and saw miee on the bench for much of the game. i think i will be sidelined all the way thru out the itesc cup. tats disappointing~ hope some miracle whip may helps =) i gonna rush for my project, i promised =) but is this the way that u let miee handle the whole situation by myself? with two hands i can't make things work as fast as you think. if u want something to done fast, get more ppl to help out and not questioning miee where is who and who. i still can't get why u let miee stay back and do projects? the dateline is drawing nearer and nearer, dun blame miee for not completing the work on schedule. seems like things doesn't really go my way huh? gonna start giving up on everything soon.

2008-10-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

i think this sch project has made miee a very irresponsible person. problems lies with the management of the lecturers, not students. he is not a wise guy and really make use of his authorities. tat could well explained why there are so many cases of students beating teacher in ite, i know why now~ confidence is the only thing i lacked in my life now? everyone says the same thing to miee. david has always told miee not to always think of gettin a average-looking girl as i have the criteria of getting hot babes. gary pushed miee in trainings saying tat wat i lacked is confidence in games to excel better. i am nvr a confident person, i ponder alort, frequently having two minds at the same time. thats why i make some really regretful decisions. i am sure i gonna cut down on that, its negativity~

2008-09-28T22:51:00.010+08:00

airport Manila outside my hotel their mall is many times bigger than vivo city =) their very own fastfood restaurant. taste better than macs~ went for some buffet, it cost just less than 13 bucks. japanese cuisine clement should be in the picture. sorry muslims! they call it jeepy i guess. it could really fit 18 ppl, trust miee. look wat i bought. now for the basketball... NCAA semis. can sg ever get this kind of crowd? YUAN DA YING! =) i look idiotic. Mapua Cardinals. NCAA Final Four. i didn't get blocked, but i missed the 3 point. i got to tip toe to be in the pic. typhoon outside, my hair was totally messed up. had really great fun there, playing and disturbing. its always great to go overseas with friends =) people treat us like megastar, in fact we are not even one star. LOL! itesc coming, its time to train!

fillipinos~

2008-09-13T23:12:00.003+08:00

i wii be away to philippines for a couple of days next week, so planing to settle most of my stuffs before going off. sounds like im not coming back anymore, LOL! i wonder why desmond says that its cold over there this period of time. tats sounds abit funny~ anyway i got num 16 for my new set of bball jersey bcuz Roy Keane is one of my favourtie. LOL! keeping track of hotshot and prison break 4, its OMG nice! tats the only things now tat i can spent my days. prison break is such a popular show, and eveyln ler still can ask miee is this a korean show! zzz! i got to be ambitous. if not i will always stay behind of others.

arrogant~

2008-09-02T23:33:00.003+08:00

doing projects is never a fun job. its always repeating procedures and brainstorming for ideas, we nvr get going for stuffs, sometimes makes the whole situation look pathetic. there is still tons of weeks to go, and a class test tat i dun understand at all on friday. god bless dickson =) arrogant people are losers. i am forgiving enough, it just make miee feeling small and timid. i am going through some rough patches in life, for everything i need to hold back, i wun promise or give the love to someone so easily anymore. yesh, i still remember. every single thing about you.

bleeding love~

2008-08-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

my tooth hurts middle of the night ytd, and i really felt terrible. the pain is unbearable. skipped sch and went for a dental checkup, my wisdom tooth is growing and huting my gums, dun really intend to pluck it out anyway. bought some chinese medicine to drink, hope it gets better~ i managed to cook spaghetti today, mostly with the help of my dad. its tasty but my mum dun like the taste. something struck my mind, feeling emotional again~ i really feel that i am somemore who gives people empty promises, only a sigh i can do now. i dunno why i still kept photos of you in my phone, its not i am lazy to delete away. i dunno why i still kept a neoprint picture of yours in my wallet, i still dunno why i haven took it out. i dunno why i still thinking of you, directly or indirectly. its seems down inside miee have thousands of unknows, nvr to be solved. sigh, please blame miee for being the bad guy, it will kill miee softly perhaps, thank you.

ricky rubio~

2008-08-12T01:32:00.002+08:00

Ricky Rubio is a Spanish professional basketball player. Considered a child prodigy in basketball, Rubio became the youngest player ever to play in the Spanish ACB League, arguably the top domestic league in Europe. The young Spaniard has been selected to take part in the Spanish National Team which will participate at the 2008 Olympic Basketball Tournament in Beijing, China. Bert said to miee something logical that day. why are you still here when Nathan Hartano was at NDP performing? and why Ricky Rubio is playing at the olmypics? we barely in the same age, and just why someone can make it big, else others still stuck in their chairs? sucess nvr comes to everyone. back to ground zero, i am in the school team that is going to the Philippines next month. still deciding, cause its really a hard decision as i got to pay so much for the trip. wat a headache! i just feel sometimes when you did smth wrong, and u will get condemn so hard that u will never see sunlight again. thats so wrong? its singapore here, so i think i got used to it already~ getting a parther is about helping each other to solve problems, not making one another more troubled. you said i treat u ruthlessly? you claimed i didn't fufill my promises? when did i? u nvr allow miee to do my role as ur boyfriend. you will only do wat is good to you in the past. you are the one who didn't cherish miee, dun blame miee when i lose hope on you. no point feeling sad for you when u have said those words. i am the one who is feeling terrible now, i nvr thot of ending this way. sorry, u just can't make miee feel the love anymore.

2008-08-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

looking at the photos we took. the stuffs you wrote for miee. the pain i given you. only a sigh i can say. it really makes miee think round and round, is this really retribution? sometimes whenever i think of them, only sorrow in my mind. hoping for forgiveness for letting you all down before. hope you all find a better man than i am, forget miee this useless once-your-boyfriend guy out of life. just let miee be the bad guy on those relationship. its hard to be a man, its harder to be someone's boyfriend~ xin bu liao qing -

~~~

2008-07-31T21:07:00.006+08:00

do you think i am that kind of guy who dun care about his girlfriend? do you think i did not do enough in this relationship? you have spent so much effort thinking about those stuffs u dun need to worry about. can you dun be so selfish? i kept explaining myself and u always think wat i did is never enough. i never did anything that let you down, i am always yours. but why u kept influence by the others? maybe watever i did not done or not enough, u felt dissappointed. but can you just tell miee? i also dun want to quarrel everytime. you always want miee to take the initiative, sometimes u need too. you promised but i never seen it coming. u would blame miee again~ almost everytime you are at fault, you knew it. given you so many chances to change, still the same attidude, guess tat u will never change for miee. i just wanna say i wanna give you a chance back, but did u take it seriously? u kept saying those stuffs tat could really make miee felt disappointed and lose hope on the relationship. thats why i need the time to consider, whether is good and bad for us. you put in too much hope on miee, in the end u got disapponted. u blame miee~ i put in my best effort to meet u during my busy schedule, u said not enough. blame miee again. i trust your words, kou shi xin fei. you blame miee for not understanding women. you hang up on miee whenever i talked, u blame miee again for not calling back. whenever i was busy without leaving u a msg, u blame miee for neglecting you. whenever i talk abt my ex, u are not happy. but you want miee to listen when you said abt your ex. you got angry easily when i was playing ard with you, but u want miee to be fine when u made miee angry, you kept comparing and complaining about miee, do you ever think its unfair for miee? dun ever said tat you stopped, in fact you didn't. think about it yourself. since u said tat u start this relationship bcuz u need a companion, i was really in doubt abt this till now. u kept thinking and talking ur ex, u still carry the stuffs tat ur ex gave. i am not playing with your feelings but i just want u to know how to treasure when u lost someone. i experienced it and i regretted, i dun wan it anymore. its also torturing and unable to take it seriously, i always hide my feelings down under. no matter how much i explain, u just dun trust miee. i can't take it anymore. hope you understand, loves~

cao ge!

2008-07-15T22:16:00.007+08:00

Gary's concert! to the courtesy of my beloved, managed to go last sat. its really great to see one of my favourites to perform. the concert was really ohmygosh! after waiting for the movie 'Red Cliff' for almost a year, i managed to catch it today. it was damn nice! too bad my beloved dun really enjoy it with those fighting scences, make miee so boreed too. i was hoping part two come earlier then expected! something is bothering miee. i dun like the feeling of losing. something got to lose somehow, but it seems i having been losing alort all this while~

knees~

2008-06-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

looking forward to 'HOTSHOT'. i think its gonna be nice. sometimes the truth is desired by everyone. but so what if i let you know it? from one's prospective, when a person says a lie, its hard to forgive. but i feel that the truth hurts more, you will get more unwillling to know. if you said a lie, u gonna use another lie to cover the first lie you said. for the truth you can't twist it, it will be always remain as it is. sometimes i rather lied. so speak with your mind, not your mouth~ i think my knees can't hold on for long, guess i shall stop for good this time round =)

take it to the next level~

2008-06-18T13:16:00.003+08:00

this nike commercial is one of the best i ever seen. i am not upset over our exit in the youth cup, even though its my last year. i just feel why shouuld i? i still have loads of things to do in the future. sometimes we ponder we should have a goal in life for us to fight for, but so what if ur goal is reached in the end? will you become a happier man? or you have more things to worry about? who knows~ injured my left kneecap, i shall stop basketball for awhile. let God decide whether to go for the combined ITE trainings =)

batam trip~

2008-05-26T23:46:00.005+08:00

on the ship, Lum and Guowei. the scenery outside my hotel room. my gay roommate, Zhiyong. Head Coach Jonathan specially bought this for miee. the trip was nice, its great to went out with peeps and enjoy shopping. looking forward for another trip overseas. the three-star hotel was ironicaly just beside the venue where the game was held, lols. before the game got to sing the national anthem and this is the first time we got a malay commentator for the game, lols. its a important affair that draws a big crowd, where some girls stalked miee over there also, lols. we lose but with pride, but we didn't sent out strongest squad over. got injured on the lips and nearly lose my front tooth. bleeding profusely but luckily coach jonathan took care of miee, hahas. went out middle of the night with them, scary as there are no lights ard the estate. i feel safe and treasured living in singapore~ there are still loads of stuffs, but my phone was down and i can't captured shots); last but not least, Thank You. Sorry. I Love You.

9~

2008-05-19T23:58:00.005+08:00

secrets are secrets. secrets is something tat ppl dun wish other ppl to know. i find that there is no secrets between each other nowadays. ppl nvr really kept their promise to keep the secret. i feel kinda strange over this, so wat for there are secrets? you ask yourself, did u ever kept a secret about others to urself for a long time? dun worry, i asked myself and i did before. even if they nvr say that its a secret, i know it myself its something that is secretive and important to them, i will not spread it anyhow. i will not like some crazy people shouting around about the secret. so please think about the consequences of wat u did, it could be harmful to the other party. trouble comes out from your mouth is more hurting than wat you did~ my girlfriend has lousy photography skills, she took awful photos of miee. i am alreay not photogenic, it makes miee more uglier. tats pathetic~ mourn for the dead, bless the survivors. to those in myanmar and china.

kermise~

2008-05-06T23:38:00.007+08:00

GOD bless...its been a while since i blog. busy with all those bball trainings and studies, making my mind spin like the cyclone that just hit Myanmar, kill loads of my brain cells. lols. i am having late nights almost everyday. i am tired and gonna break down into smaller globules <-- u can see how i use my studies to write in my blog, LOL! mr tong is a furious man today. our class got some internal problems again. as you can see, there are alort of ppl wanna blow small things up. why can't we just step one behind? do you really want the other party to die or smth then you will be happy? its so childish, dispite you always shows us ur inmatured thinking. why always you, always you being the busybody? you are in no valid grounds to say others. you are the firestarter that began everything. as for the other party, ppl do take you as a joke. i agreed with them. why can't you take things easy? people do buy your stories cause they pity you. your bunch are part of some irresponsible culprits in praticals, if i have the choice i will definetly push you as the scapegoat. biggest of fights comes after smallest of arguements~ World War 2 started, just because Hitler is an anti-Jewish. how foolish we can be? i am watching... its like a fairytale... i love you, my dear. you shall be my sweetest girlfriend (;

eye candy!

2008-04-25T22:51:00.004+08:00

suddenly i got this weird feeling, i dunno why. there is a food exhibition at expo today, it was grand and luckily we went there for free as if i am not wrong the ticket price was $80. we gonna do some projects on those machines at the exhibition, spent some time finding the right machines. due to some dragging, we never manage to walk finish the whole exhibition, i nvr taste a single thing tat mr tong promised earlier. now we gonna wait two more yrs before this comes again, lols~ my 'eye candy' had a boyfriend! its alright but her taste is kinda -.-" my friends says i am 100 times more better than him in every ways. its dissapointing, but i got to prove a point though. seems tat all those eye contacts between us is useless. wat is yours, is yours. yuan lai wo bu shuai~

wat to do~

2008-04-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

if the next time u see my blog with just 1 post per week, means tat i have a boring week and no point blogging, not worth visting my blog. LOL! if things are still tat serious, i think i shall close down my blogger. hahas~ i think i still remain in the holiday mood. reached sch late and went home early. saw my 'eye candy' so many times! somemore my friend says she kept looking at my direction, happy luh! i am bored with school life~ Dickson said: i miss Kermise every single footsteps i take everyday. Kermise replied: i miss Dickson everyday when i pass by Dickson's road. its so lame!

happi bdae~

2008-04-12T23:49:00.003+08:00

learn this dance steps, and i can join taiwan boy group, bang bang tang! lols~ saw that special someone early this week at town. she changed alort! but the cold shoulder she gave miee is still the same. i hope that she is living happily and everything is going the right way for her. deep down from bottom of my heart, she is still the girl that i love most till now~ thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes! i spent the whole day at home and did NOTHING! its kinda boring spending my 18th bdae at home, but its just a birthday afterall, nothing special. somemore junhao promise some hanging out at club in the near future, zzz! i love you, my 2 years of heartbroken love.

aloha loyang~

2008-04-06T11:52:00.003+08:00

Zhang Xin Yu, one of the most prettiest girl i ever seen. was away most of the days this week to chalet at aloha loyang. we had a great stay and its an ideal place to party and stay over. the place was great and i hope i have another chalet over there, but its seems expensive alittle. as wat i can say, enjoyment comes with a price, too. pics lazy to upload, please refer to some of my mates blog (; i was assigned to do projects instead of IA. i think its a good thing compared to IA, can learn more things and most impt can slack so much. some mates thought doing projects are like touching some hot cakes~ its the process and results that counts. everyone thinks that doing projects are for the stupid ones. i seriously cannot take that... i am in a dilemma. this is the worst thing one person can get into. its so confusing? its just like cakes, you wanna get a piece of every one~

viwawa-ing~

2008-03-30T23:41:00.003+08:00

my mum has been hogging my laptop for hours everyday, playing viwawa. even my dad can't stop her from playing. its so long that she nvr played mahjong already, its normal to find other things to kill boredom. so what i can say is, games kills not only children, adults too! they cannot blame miee for using the laptop for so long already, cause they are doing it too, lols~ i dunno since when my english started deproving. its sounds pretty sad that i can even break my sentences into pieces to complete the message. i even need to mix mandarin and english when i talking to vimal! hmms, guess i will be organising more 'speak good english' programme in school! frankly speaking, i dun wanna be like my friend, which her english is super duper terrible horrible vegetable de lousy! i think after a long while, the king has realised he had lost his powers, give him some time and he will be back to what he is best for.

club~

2008-03-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

i need a club seriously~ i think i am too late to find a club already. who will expect the youth cup will start so early. i think i should stuck myself back to square one, and play my regular bball there. its my last year, i want to do well for it somehow~ its pretty awful whn u ask people to help you with stuffs, but the other party forgotten or dun even intend to help you in the first place. i will do my best for my friends or will tell them in the beginning that i wun be helping, it saves the trouble thus will not be so dissapointed as thought. PAULINE CHOO LAY KUAN! your name is featured in my blog! i am single, and highly available...again!

dazhu~

2008-03-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

thinking of working on this coming holidaes seems bored and exhausted. somemore i will be working three consecutive days this week! work so much for some pathetic money seems not working out for miee, i got to find a way out thn. thinking of quitting soon, cuz i am too busy with my own stuffs already~ why people always find something out of the box to stress about? if you really wanna stress, stress something that is important and related. get a life, or else you really have alort of things to worry about~ if i can cut his hairstyle, that will be great~ one of my favourite singer singing another's favourite song~

panda eye~

2008-03-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

school's getting more boring and i seems to lose the meaning of going to school everyday. i getting more weak and exhausted, now wat i am looking forward to is the holidays. i dunno why but i just feels that our course wanted to be different from others. somehow there are a huge percentage of freaks and weirdos in our course, its quite scary though~ i found shopping kinda fun recently, in fact humans will nvr be satisfied easily. i just wanted to have something nice in miee. i think i should buy those stuffs one at a time, but my wishing list is kinda long, so i hope tat i will win some money on betting, to cover some of my heavy expenses. who says only women can be so crazy about shopping? lols~ somehow i feels that i am so good with lying, is it a good or a bad thing? zzz! dun ever even bother answering~

constipation~

2008-03-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

i think luck is not my side recently, nothing good goes the way i wanted to. i make those decisions that really make miee regretted. i did some shopping that is unnecessary, indeed that cost miee quite a bomb~ like always too, all came out watever i didn't bet. somemore eve won 4D agn, zzz! the feeling really sucks~ i recieved a letter today, saying that i make some progress in my studies so i will recieve a good progress award. i seriously thinks i did not even bother my studies, not much to say i improve~ since the goverment wants to give miee money, why dun i accept it? i told weixuan that i always so bored at home. he suggested watch shows on youtube, its definetly some 'great' ideas he given miee~ OMG! LEE JIU ZHE[=

JI leader~

2008-02-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

the big news of the week, JI leader escaped from the detention centre in Singapore. thats really laugable~ how was a most wanted man in sg escaped from a place full of guards whn he was in the toliet? i bet something more than meets the eye~ seriously, it really affects our country and i got to see his pic everywhere. i wonder is there a reward or something for catching the fugitive, like a lost cat returned to his owner? where can he ran to, cuz sg is so small luh! important things aside now, desmond disturbed my eye candy today! he told the girl that i want her number whn her friends and her was walking out of school. i think the girl has a bad impression of miee already luh! its okey, i am not short of eye candy anyway, hahas~ she's sweet, good looking and posses a great voice. dubbed as the next 'Stefenie Sun'~ somemore she frequent performs for David Tao, check her out in the near future(;

messenger~

2008-02-26T22:06:00.004+08:00

i watched a japanese movie right after a japanese meal last friday. what i lack was only speaking in japanese, lols~ i think i should seriously takes up the language, its better than blurting some idiot language which sounds like japanese always in class, zzz! its really great that you spent your whole sunday at home, doing nothing and just get enough rest for the days to come. its been awhile since i did that till last sunday. i am freaking tired that i slept a total of 14 hours~ i had this temptation for pretty girls again, OMG! its like a sickness every man has~(sadly enough its incurable) its a pleasure to see Dwight Howard's dunks, its definetly a 10 from me~

lousy people~

2008-02-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes there are a few idiots around you messing up ur life, they tend to say bad things about you, or trying their very hard to backstab you. usually i dun really gives a damn about this kind of people, but nowadays they kept pissing off people, its hard for miee to sit and watch already. maybe i am in the wrong sometimes but i will change for the better? for you, i think you never will. a leopard never changes its spots, seriously~ there is a vist by Mr Lee Kuan Yew to our school todae. its good that they stepped up serious security measures to ensure safety, performance by our school. but i seriously can't understand why they can't let us end lessons earlier, even dun let us out of the classroom, scared tat we bump into the VIP. tats really so faking exaggerating~ The War Of The Red Cliff Congrats for Singapore on hosting the first ever Youth Olympics. dun disgrace urself, ugly singaporeans~

slam dunk~

2008-02-17T23:30:00.008+08:00

i think i gonna take up driving license soon whn i reach 18. i seriously feels tat you got to know how to drive in singapore, all the waiting for buses and trains is really annoying~ my trip to my classmates hse was great, except for the gambling~ i lost so much money on both daes, because i am too kind enough to be the banker. now i thinks tat gambling are for greedy people~ received presents during valentine dae, thanks dear for the present(; flowers are damn expensive though, luckily i didn't bought. i treat everydae's a valentine dae~ NBA Slam Dunk Contest Dwight 'Superman' Howard NBA Three-Point Shootout Jason Kapono if i have part of his three point antics, i think i am unstoppable~

ugly ppl~

2008-02-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

chinese new year passed pretty fast this year. never really enjoy the festive period, was purely wasted in working. my relatives kept forgeting my age and where i study, its so pathetic to put up with those smiles~ who says the economy is good? my hongbao money 'shrink' this year, some relatives of mine gave miee a 4 dollars hongbao, wtf~ we closed our shop so early this few daes so that we can play cards in the shop! i admit that i won alort, but its one year once only right! we got to enjoy as much as we can~ there are alort of 'ugly' people in the world. i met one such unreasonable person who fits the bill perfecly. he thinks tat he is so 'big' infront of everyone. always find topics to talk to unknown girls who relatively his customers, who i can see they dun really wanna entertain him in their look of their face. somemore snatch my customers away when i am serving always. i seriously thinks his actions are sickening, even though you are ugly, its the attidude that makes you more uglier. dun ever ask people how you looks, take a look at urself in the mirror and you will know. respect and know your limits, or people will detest you even more~

movies~

2008-02-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

had my phase test two todae, i got to noe it whn evelyn told miee on mondae~ guess i was sleeping in class whn teacher announced the test dates. its true that i nvr study for it, and i dun even understand wat it says! hope this wun affect my IA~ somehow i think i am more suitable for culinary skills thn food science, i dunno why i feel this way but i seriously thinks i get the wrong course i wanted after a year, pathetic huh? i am more into the cooking part compared to all those science theories~ there's too many movies to watch recently, i shall take my time to watch? this is the mv trailer of Kung Fu Dunk one of my favourite song from one of my unfavourable singer~ lastly wish you all a happy chinese new year, hope everyone 'huat, huat, huat' in the new year ahead~ remember to buy toto too!

the girl~

2008-01-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

i will be having phase test abt HACCP tml, wad the hell~ i seriously thinks i will somehow fail this test. i didn't study for it! somemore we got a new lecturer again, she have a heavy indian accent, tats precisely she's from india. i dun get what she says? her reaction is damn funny too luh! i feel like taking some videos of her and post it on youtube~ i discover tat teenagers nowadays knew little or nothing about general knowledge~ i stumbled onto some friends which are unknowledgable about those stuffs? i think they rarely see the newspapers or the news. its okey for you not to know the history and past of those people, but can you all somehow know their names? it will surely widen your knowledge and keep you updated. its kinda sad for Lee Hsien Loong tat teenagers dunno he is our nation's prime minister. well i guess they knew all 100% about their favourite idols~ by the way i saw a super duper cute girl in my school recently. guess she is new in school? she simply melts my heart! if i got the chance, i will definetly ask for her phone number, she is like so...! my body is aching all over miee, how i wish someone can offer some help to massage my back for miee! woots xD

haccp~

2008-01-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

left a few more weeks of agony to the end of the module about HACCP. its has been long of lessons and writing tat is so torturing, even though i did nothing~ pratically i did not absorb so much and have no freaking idea about HACCP. guess i shall do some revision if i got the time~ really damn piss off by the ending of 'The Golden Path', waste my time watching? i thot it will be a very good show tat mediacorp produce so far, but it turns out as sucky as others, or even worst~ the last episode spoils the whole drama ironically. its time mediacorp script writers to buck up alitte~ i think i shall quite bball somedae, what for playing so hard and get urself injured? so wat being criticize by people when you are lousy? its too late to train now, as to pick up what i left off this few yrs? its not the passion that you plae for tis few daes, its the fame u are getting. thats wat i shall say spoils the game totally~ what i regretted tat i should train slightly harder, plae alitttle bit better in the past, surely i would be a different person by now~ from wat i can see now, as a bball player u should be proud, selfish and self-centered, thn from there u can be a good player. its so saddening for my favourite sport~ its taken kinda long ago? i am definetly the one who is mopping the floor~

work sux~

2008-01-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

help out in the science meet for sec sch teachers. i can say some teachers can be quite stupid, cuz my sch is not tat big not to find the admin block! whn i bring them around the tecnology block for the tour, they behaved totally like kids~ they grumbled, kept talking and even played with their phones. they are still humans even though they are teachers, right? lols~ when i was working, some friend of my boss brought his foreign friends to patronize the shop. they bought so many stuffs tat we hardly cope. they were nice people though, cuz they were patient and courteous. tats why i prefer to serve angmohs thn to singaporeans, they are too impolite and inpatient. if you are a singaporean, ashamed of urself~ i have been gorging alort of food recently? maybe its puberty part two i guess? HAHAS~ anyway i will find some spare time to finish my shopping, as i am so busy with school and work the whole week~ isn't that funny? but i wun be that hungry to eat nipples~

cloverfield~

2008-01-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

girls always grumble that is hard to find guys of their choices, they always claim tat guys nowadays are either attached, poor or gay? i think they are just too picky abt the choices they have. humans tend to be more 'kiasu' about their choices, they want the best out of everything. guys grumbled too, abt why girls nowadays either ugly, lesbian or having lousy bfs? outing with kelvin and guys, met them up in town to catch the movie Cloverfield. although they use a cool way to express the flim in a camcorder mode, its slighty dizzy and confusing to watch. they should focus more on the monster rather thn the relationship btw characters. i believe there is a part two of it? overall the movie was great, juz to spoil in the draggy introduction for a short flim~ gab's friend drive us to queenstown mrt after tat. we somehow save a guy from accident. he fall asleep in the car i guess, and managed to drive past a traffic junction in a slow speed. strange abt it at first, gab dash out of the car thn cross the whole junction to stop the car and wake the guy up. its so freaking dangerous luh! maybe the guy is on drugs? wat a day to end after all those crap shit~ if you can't give the teacher your 100%, don't expect the teacher to give his or her best.

we make you die~

2008-01-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

we had a new lecturer for our module, and we seems uninterested about watever she says. i can't really blame her pronouciation, but she taught damn fast and all the stuffs straight from the notes~ she also gives wrong instructions too, making us so blur~ i just got to say by not too long, everyone will be 'down'~ maybe the problem lies with us? i saw some really big advertisment about ite, with some damn cool pictures on the mrt boards. i can see they spent quite big money on those and i wonder y they can't juz spent more to develope a better school enviroment for us. anyway eunice told us that our notes now increased to 3 dollars per wk, and i bet it sure gonna increase again the nxt semester~ i saw this damn big fat lizard on the ceiling looking at miee, i thinks tat somehow it juz have his supper somwhere~ i dun get wat they sang? its lame~ MAO ZAI NA LI?

sch reopen.

2008-01-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

i will be so tied up for school almost everyday, gonna finished six months of module in just six weeks. tats kinda overboard? anyway school reopening was boring, so many people somemore! its like so crowded everywhere. i am not in the bridge leader for orientation, reason? i missed the only training held in the holidaes, how crap can they get~ ytd i put my small tv into my room, its was off for like few months already. while i was watching tv for like 3 hrs, the tv blows up and smokes began to come out suddenly. its was middle of the night and i got so panicked tat i off the circuit and open the windows. the smell was so unbearable and it stills stays in my room now! my dad removed it away and i nearly scared tat it will really blow up like some bomb or smth~ i gonna get my running shoes soon, and hit the roads and gyms soon. maybe some swimming will help too, i wanna stay physically and mentally fit. think i will have some time management~ suddenly i rmb a girl said tat i look like a mickey mouse a few years back, i admit i nearly fall for her, one of my deepest darkest secrets. i wonder how have she been, cuz its like no news of her already~

happy new yr~

2008-01-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

seriously this new year are far more greater compared to last few yrs. i dun wan but no choice to go boonlay for countdown, all my friends dunno why like tat place so much, with all the bangala smell~ after tat went to superbowl for billiards, lose money agn, zzz! i kanna sprayed by andy, thn we was like playing the sprays after tat~ go for prawing, it was funny tat i caught one but all of them did not caught a single prawn, its was beginner's luck i guess~ decline the offer to plae cards over at ahwei's hse. time was 6am, went home instead~ i was like thinking, wat did i achieve in 2007? watever i set in 2006, did i really manage to carry out in 2007? or in 2008 maybe? guess roughly i will still stick with those resolutions, and defintely training hard to be fitter, i am serious for now~ discuss new year resolutions with zac, he said tat you dun need to be fit to work in NUM as wat they are finding is guys with pretty looks! somemore he ask miee to go for the interview. compared to the guys there, i am skinny and not so good looking, i do myself a big flavour not to disgrace myself. told him to wait for miee to train up for another 20 yrs! he also told miee tat he needed a girfriend badly~ xD another year have past, people around miee are still being so childish~ time to grow up guys.

johor craze~

2007-12-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

i am thinking of refurnishing my room, been goin around looking for tv consoles to put in my room and throw some of my furnitures away since its kinda long already~ i think i will somehow overhaul my entire room, plus repainting the walls too~ i think me and my parents have some sort of 'age gap' between us, that really makes us have some communication breakdown. they kept looking at those things tat are so out of fashion, thn they still say miee always wear those ahpek clothes, zzz! their taste is like so KNS! somemore still say ppl 'ahlians', girls wear nicer abit jiu say ppl like tat, now orchard road plenty lor. i think my mum rarely goes town, or her mentality is still back in the 80s~ go out with them can vomit blood arh! simply throwing my face off in a foreign land~ i tell them tat i rather go out wif my friends thn my own family, its cruel but thats how life goes~ i also thinks that my parents are 'typical singaporeans', which somehow belongs to the ugly side. if you wanna buy smth, dun compare and dun beg for a discount! its really so paiseh luh! if u think sg has betta stuffs, you can dun bother going other countries. no point goin to a foreign land and start complaining abt those stuffs there that ain't ur type, or its lousy or smth right infront of the salesperson! you can just keep your mouth shut and respect everything ppl owns. tats wat makes ppl think of singaporeans, proud and ugly~ johor's city square is a good place for 'gawking' girls, will get my pals there someday~

wat a parent~

2007-12-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

i must agree tat with a car, its easy to travel around singapore without any problems. what you only need to worry is the heavy taxes or fines, petrol costs, car maintenance and stuffs. but it gives you the comfort of accessibility, you can drive down to town in just 15 mins, no need to worry abt taxi fares or to squeeze real hard into the trains just to get home, its really great~ but due to new ruling that i can only be on the wheel when i am 21, its pretty sad-ed me alort~ its been a long time since i went out wif my family, as goin out wif them seems like a headache. dun ask miee those thousands of 'whys', cuz its really hard to explain~ my dad says tat tis yr we dun really have the time to travel, so he suggest tat tml we go johor for some shopping. as you know every sg's shopping malls are so sianz, i can even named all those malls for you! i think i will get some shopping done, since the new year is arriving~ got my haircut done at ytd, i juz got to say tat never to ask the hair dresser to follow and cut the hairstyles in those books. its like totally different from the picture! its really true tat 10 out of 10 haircuts, you will never get even once, satisfied with your hair~ joke of the day: OMGM~(OH MY GUANYIN MA)

merry xmas~

2007-12-25T11:22:00.000+08:00

recently i saw many look-alikes, one is joanne peh and the other is hei se hui mei mei's ya tou(; i swear there is at least a 80% of similarity, they are cute though~ its great to spend ur christmas wif a bunch of good friends and loved ones, its definetely betta thn last yr where i spend in the police station and watch a movie tat i watched before already~ had a botak jones before meeting vimal and gang for steamboat at marina. trained back to taman and played billards till 4am in the morning. 4/5! the movie was nice~~

skinnies~

2007-12-21T11:42:00.000+08:00

'5 mins of sleep pass faster thn 5 mins of working time.' tats wat i realise while slpin, with juz a blink of an eye, 5 mins have past. wat if its work, tat will be damn great~ hmms, its been a while since i saw 'her', tat special someone. overall she make most of my secondary school life, gave miee a new aim to go sch and defintely miserable for all the annoyances she gave it to miee. a glimpse of her was heavenly, even though our eyes met only for a sec. my heart is still pounding hard even though its so long alr~ but still i gonna apologise for all the unconvenience i made for her, i guess we just dun click, blame miee for making too many mistakes. its time to get on with life, and good luck for her times ahead too~ after a few moments of truth, i still feels tat my love now is better luh! to that special someone; SORRY I JUST DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE~

sea games~

2007-12-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

i am kinda sick tis few daes cuz of the stupid weather, it changes faster thn the face of my mum! i think tats wat i called monsoon season bah, lols! tat also made miee miss all my workouts and bball, gonna train hard as i am too skinny to be living in singapore luh! with everything good over here, i wonder why there is still people underweight, zzz! i saw those singapore athletics who compete in the sea games, i wonder why are they so young huh? most of them are around my age or even younger thn miee~ get a gold only thn was like god in heaven, everytime the commercial got their faces, i think its juz too much exposure for them~ and i discover tat almost all of the athletics speaks ang moh, they seems to struggle alort whn having an interview in chinese, just like they struggle in their games, lols! missed the star awards on tv bcuz of work, i am not the ones who are so interested in sg's tv industry though. the one i missed is show luo! luckily i can see his part only at youtube, hahas~ i can say tat so paiseh luh, sg artise are making a fool of themselves. say those jokes tat are not funny and simply cannot laugh at all, zzz! everytime the first few prize winners made their speech so long thn last few always need to rush, haven say finish the music come out liao, standard de! everyone always thank the same person, buey sian arh! i think if they nvr thanks their bosses, nxt yr wun get again liao~ anyway for those who are getting N levels todae, GOOD LUCK!

sick~

2007-12-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

not reporting to sch till the new term starts nxt yr, but i still gonna go bck for my bridge leader stuffs. how sad can it get~ anyway i will be working onli on weekends for now, and having loads of free time on weekdaes already, so there's room for plenty of things to do, hahas. anyway i saw singapore's soccer team playing on the tv just now, was kinda sad about the standards our country have. even they are the u23 side, but ain't they our future stars? all i noe they are being selfish, trying to shoot and score frm ard 40 yards away frm the post, which even steven gerrard cannot do it. although i am not a fan of thailand, but they are far more superior thn the away side. i think we dun ever dream of entering to the world cup, whn we can't even break into the asian cup? as u see, i was telling my dad tat i am watching some kids kicking ball on tv~ jay chou is a great singer, composer, actor and director. i will be mighty famous and rich if i have half of his talents luh! why must he so good in fighting in his music videos? and if u notice, most of his mv does not have an ending~ zzz! here's another great mv from jay chou~ btw the taxi fares are rinsing again, so think before u take a cab!

exams over!

2007-12-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

finally all the tests are over and i could take a breath for a moment now. heard tat IA is coming and whoever passes the exams thn can go for IA, and some companies they dun even pay for ur IA there, simply u just work for free! how sad it can get. for the moment i shall thrive hard for my work, or gonna job-hop somedae, cuz i feel tat the job ain't for miee, lols. best now is to train to be fitter, GYM GYM GYM! yesterday i told my dad tat alort of my friends went for the luo zhi xiang's concert, how great they enjoyed. but to my disbelief, he say tat shld have told him earlier, he would have sponsor miee the whole or half of the price tickets to the concert! i think its all bullshit luh, he will nvr spare those money to miee in the first place~

exams stress~

2007-11-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

heard tat there is riots in netherlands tat those teenage students went up into the streets, protesting to cut short their lesson times as it was too long for them. other countries dare to do those stuffs, wat abt singapore? singaporeans dun dare to do those kind of things de, because they are scared to be in trouble, which satistics had shown, last riots or rallies was dated back in the old daes? thats why the goverment kept gaining their advantages over the people because we citizens are too laid back? i know tat rallies are illegal, even must apply for it to the goverment, will they agree in the first place meh? but my main focus is in this modern days, when u wanna go against the goverment, u will not gonna have a good life till the end of ur time. reason? because you will get condemned and they can sue u until ur pants drop, like some politician from the opposing party say mr lee until jialat few yrs back, thn now dunno where is he liao, i think go sell prata already~ so when the goverment says they open to suggestions, usually they never meant it..tats why we citizens has plenty of stuffs to complain everytime! by the way i am not so into politics, but this kind of things applies in other things too..my class has always been having praticals lately this term, and we got the whole lab dirty and messy. my teachers has always ask us to give opinions, i opted to have smth similar to a duty roster, to keep the lab clean and dun keep asking the usual guys to help out..he say its a good idea and gonna plan it out..for this i waited and waited, its gonna end term already, he didn't even carry out! somemore i still see the same old ppl clearing the mess..whn i ask abt it, he juz laugh it off! i cleared all the stuffs, still teachers pick on miee for not doing my part, wat kind of rubbish is this? they are too laid back and let the majority of the students taken control of them, a failure as teachers, wat a pity~ as a class, we should share the burden, majority dun wanna help out to clear the mess, more ppl means speed up the time? how pathetic the class can get, haiz~ now i know the sentence 'a little help from each one can solve the problem.' LOL!

botak jones~

2007-11-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

sorrie for not updating for quite a long time, its kinda hussle to blog as u noe wat u can get frm a lazy bum like miee~ manage to complete loads of stuffs tis few daes.. -ate botak jones -won my bet on croatia along wif eve -bought my belt(finally!) -went gym(finally too!) -cut my hair(new hairdresser, new style?) -met up wif some old pals -bought a tee for my friend's bdae gift i just cannot figure out why, why ppl like to be so greedy? always go for small gains..saw alort of those kind of ppl patroning my shop, they would even ask for a 10 cents off for a 10 dollars shorts, how pathetic can they get? this is singapore, where prices are normally fixed..if wanna blame someone, blame the goverment thn, asking y they wanna keep increasing those taxes and stuffs, lols~ if u wan more dicount even after the discounted price, u can fcuk off! wat for putting the discounted prices, we can sell u the original prices and let u lose out the privilages to enjoy the offer, but we didn't..so stop abusing it, we have give the best for all! my psp met up wif some probs wif the games, it hanged suddenly whn i played nba 08, suay~ ll athe games i choose to plae is also damn boring, sometimes i wonder y i bought a psp in the first place~ any one have some nice games to spare? recently i heard there is a music school called music garage, offer kinda good packages for picking up some music courses(; maybe i will consider taking up music wif eve, maybe we gonna check out more info abt it first~

xiaoren~

2007-11-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

at last i bought my psp, i got a white one instead of piano black cuz it run out of stock alr~ kinda worth buying cuz its a great deal add on wif loads of accesories, hahas..i am addicted to it anyway! i am in a string of bad luck recently..dunno wat reali happen, but its kinda suay? keep complaining here and there, i also thinks i am irritating..tired of all this bullshit? if u got pressed down by the system or someone who have the authority, u will think tat its not fair? why can't they juz be more easy abit, do u wan to let ppl pulling ur noses ard all the time? get a life~ simply juz a act of selfishness, i wish they could juz die somehow~ FUCK THE SYSTEM!! sometimes i feel tat my life is meaningless? i can feel tat the ppl in the other countries ard my age are enjoying their lives already, some even persuing their dreams..wat is mine? i did admit i had not best of chilhoods, but most of the teenagers now are the wasting their youths away..do smth great or dare to try whn u are young, or u have wasted living for those past few yrs =) its all up to you to decide, cuz there is no a 'restart' button, treasure it now~ time passing by, watching dreams go by...

2nd~

2007-11-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

as the finals begin, things tends to get out of hand alittle, and players will be nervous..in a final where the east and west meet, we are eager to win but we cannot do those things we usually can do to win this game..lose a 16 point margin in a final is surely a heartbreak, but mostly affected is our morale, where the refs seems to be biased in disflavour of us..they are truly spoliers of the game~ anyway wat we shld be happy abt is tat senior boys and girls won the championship, whn the odds is against them? most ppl predicted tat we stand a higher chance of winning thn them, lols~ btw its my first major prize tat i won in bball, must feel happy abt it even though its a second, where onli a pathetic number of four teams participated, zzz! nxt yr try harder again! dunno wat happen to my face actally, but it seems to be having rashes or smth..gonna cut down more on seafoods already~ went to the doc and prescipe some cream for miee, looks betta now..i was so shocked whn my face is so affected tat all my friends asking wat happen to my face, lols~ i haven't bought my psp yet, looking forward of owning one though~ end of this week probably? l

team effort~

2007-10-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

whn the odds are against you, whoever stands up at this moment of time, are the true heros~ lose to ite west by 3 pts, we can win the game right from the start, its juz tat we spoiled our own chances..some bad calls from the refs and pressure frm the opposing team makes us fumbled to our build-up, now they gonna vist us agn in the finals nxt mondae, and we hope tat we put up a good fight again(; i can see the championship medal is already beyond our reach~ most ppl just thinks those who dun study just can't get high grades, this kind of mentality is totally wrong, its just the same as ppl who study so hard, but stil can't get great results in the end..dun condemned those who nvr study, its not surprise if they got higher scores thn you(; the art of studyng is not juz abt PLAIN studying, etc. keep flipping notes whn u are free or write down everything teacher says..its all about catching the main frame and knowing how to apply it, u juz cannot go on a studying spree and confirmed tat u will get good grades, SENSE IT GUYS! honestly speaking, i got alort of weirdos in my course, feel kinda sad for it too~

final~

2007-10-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

after two games into itesc basketball, the whole team lacked the communication on the court, which is so impt tat it can show in todae's game..but luckily we survived an early scare to win ite central by a big margin..we are startin to play like a team but the communication part is the key we gonna improve on(; scored a minor 12 pts in two games, with winning two games in a row..we now qualified for the final, and most likely opponent will be ite west..we gonna buck up and give 100% for everything! i am planing to buy a psp(slim) soon i guess..since i have been working and had some income, i wanna buy a thing tat i could enjoy myself? still going ard to find for the best deals, if u guys have any gd offer, pls contact miee! wanna watch the movie 'Pleasure Factory', but its in R21, saded~

win~

2007-10-20T11:34:00.000+08:00

got my jersey alr, i am in the team 1 for the sch bball team(; got num 14, i changed my mind of having a num 13 at the last min, zzz! the team is kinda strong, so have a high chance to win the championship bah, mondae will be the first game, jiayou~ tml gonna get some shopping done, i juz bought a skinny and a tshirt but still craving for more(; wanna buy a shoebag and a belt, cuz my shoebag grew fungi somehow, zzz! get my pay and spend those hard earn money is reali so shiok, its kinda a satisfaction(; i wanna highlight tat fancy owe miee 11 bucks on cab fee ytd~ anyway i wanna fuck mr goh can? cuz its like i made my point to cut my hair tat short, shorter thn others alr..he is still not satisfied? ask miee for another haircut, crazy man he thinks my family open barber shop de arh? he also commented tat its a shame tat i am a bridge leader? BLs are not perfect anyway so y can't u juz stop picking on miee? btw whn u are away for 3 months cuz of tat dunno wat crap shit, its peaceful and nobody misses u~ i prefer mr ng though, at least he jokes wif miee, and sided us too(; he even says tat the one hr scolding by mr goh is ridiculous~

video~

2007-10-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

this are some videos we took it during our class chalet..kinda lame, spared my vulgarites though~ but i reali laugh whn i watched tis over and over agn(; anyway i cut my hair damn freaking short for the first time since i entered ite? more of a schoolboy haircut i think, who ask miee to offend tat mr goh, which order miee to get a haircut cuz IA is coming? crazy old idiotic moron~

payday~

2007-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

got my pay for my two weeks of work, finally saw some fruits of labour after all the hard work(; although the pay is low, but i did enjoy there wif my colleagues, and the satisfaction of serving those customers(; since sch is bck tml, i sure post more thn to a post per week.. holidaes are over and sch days are bck tml..heard tat it will be more slack thn last term? but there is still tests and exams goin on..basically i done not much tis holidae, juz work and chalets..kinda pathetic tat i did not hang out more often wif my friends and loved ones, gonna spoiled myself with some shopping with my pay somedae(; anyway todae is kermise's birthdae? its kinda seldom tat i ever mention someone birthdae on my blog? so feel honoured toh simin! sorrie tat i cannot gave u the fireworks for ur present, but anything within my range? i hope tat u can cheer up and be more positive in life, i will surely try my best to make u laugh out loud somedae(; take cares black sheep~ I MISS THOSE COURTSHIP DAYS!

work work work~

2007-10-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

class chalet was alright, went there on the second nite..tat place was kinda desserted though, dark and full of mosquitoes..we pratically scared ourselves out there, lols~ overall kinda boring luh, nth to do also~ has been working this few daes, kinda tired though..but during work can slack and sianz like hell, sometimes so bored lor..keep finding things to do~ but the pay and the fun is the most impt(; anyway my female customers are strange though, keep askin miee wat size shld they wear, how i noe arh! cuz its like i nvr wear those pants b4 and u can't expect miee to measure ur butt and predict wat size u gonna wear mah, so please be sensible sometimes~ ok luh, watched aaron kwok's new movie The Detective(; the show not bad luh, but kinda normal and simple plot..i wonder if it happens in real life, the detective is reali damn fcuking suay~ zzz! go see tat movie thn u will noe(;

new job!

2007-09-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

got my new job at n-zone , queensway~ i was late on my first dae of work, damn tired after the chalet mah..frm 11-9 was reali boring and sianz lor..but work for the sake of the money bah, tml get one first pay! i finally knew tat workin at the retail side is so difficult, so dun make those salesperson a hard life nxt time if u wanna buy stuffs~ tokin abt the chalet, it was kinda fun even though we nvr do anyting...we juz tok cock like usual, and its been a long since we gather ard? can't get enough slp though, but overall we had fun(; plae cards wif the guys, won nearly 30 bucks, so paiseh luh~i had spent so much money alone on kel's chalet, nxt few wks gonna have a class chalet and wanru's chalet, kinda broke alr~ gonna start saving money now, maybe overseas taiwan trip wif kel and guys(; i think tat wif 1/3 of my holidaes gone, work and my sudden love of taiwan idol drama had make miee communicate lesser wif my friends..hei tang ma qi tuo is so nice!!! got bang bang tang and hei se hui mei mei~ i nvr knew tat i can so addicted to tis(;

omg!!!

2007-09-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

holidaes are finally here, tats wat i have been waiting for..for tat 3 short wks i gonna go for chalets, trg and work~ its kinda stressful even though i haven gone thru all tis..its reali time to plan all tis and work out fine(; recently thn i knew tat my temporary pe tcher is a national team bball player! its like she dun even look like someone in her age and hu can plae bball so well(; i was damn shocked and tat reali shows we can't judge ppl by their looks~ btw she is so cute luh((= i have been watchin taiwan idol drame '18 jin bu jin' on youtube recently..was damn nice and funny luh~ if those hu have watch the show, i love haozi luh! LOL~ i can be ur listening ear, although it had not been clean for yrs~ i can lend u my shoulders to cry on, although i am not muscular~ i can help u solve ur probs, although not words of wisdom~ i can cheer u up sometimes, although my jokes ain't funny~ dun ever get stuck in life juz bcuz of one person, cuz he's not ur everything.. but let everything and ur unnecessary troubles to be gone.. if u are still persistant, u had our blessings(; but juz dun give up on watever u wanna do!

test agn~

2007-09-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

class test was alright, think i can pass? wasted most of the time studying cuz all i studied did not came out, lols~ hav another phase test tml for miss yio's lesson, i hav no idea at all wat tml will come out..juz pray tat i can manage tml cuz all the while i have been dreaming in her class, how sad it can be(; had to give the BL's post camp trg a miss, cuz i had tis terrible flu suddenly, its like a week alr? went tamp polyclinic see doctor, now thn i noe how much polyclinic changes, its like so high tec alr~ suprisingly my consultation and medication fees is juz $6.60(; i think i had loads of explaination to giv for missing the activity..anyway tat stupid flu had cause miee to waste another weekend at home, so unbearable~ find miee a job please? i desperately needed one(; i have run out of excuses not to work, even though the hectic programmes for myself..whn i saw my decreasing of money in my bankbook, i noe i ought to do smth abt it~ i dun wanna be a freeloader all my life((= 'even though i am ugly, i can sing and also good with girls.' kangkang, a popular taiwan host said tis whn he went to apply a job to be a gigglo b4 he entered showbiz~ he was so poor at tat moment utill he got the courage to even apply for tat kind of job, impressive huh(; wats the morale of the story? dun moan or break down whn facing roadblocks, find another route out, it will not reach ur destination in the end, but it sure leads u out of the traffic~

TOTO~

2007-09-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

got a class test tis coming fridae, was planning to study for it..but i forgot to bring bck the notes frm my locker~ maybe skipping bball tml to paybck those studying time..anyway i keep forgetting things recently, muz really plae some mahjong to stop my mind frm forgetting stuffs, maybe i nvr take things seriously..even tat i had forgot wat i gonna blog now, zzz! 3 ppl previously won the 5 million TOTO! planing to buy the nxt one, $628,000 of prize money leh~ had planned to buy the number i got and even starting to plan wat i gonna do wif the prize if i won(; but my dad poured some cold water on miee tat i wun win tat easily de, i am juz 'mai ge xi wang' mah, damn him luh~ ella's new song 'QIANG QIANG' is nice, quite touching but i forget which song de xuan lu is so similiar to the song..hmms, i am so into music composing suddenly(;

late~

2007-09-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

tis week has gone early to sch almost everydae, signs of things to come? i hope so~ the whole week has been so boring to miee tat dun even worth mentioning..anyway i gonna have BL pre orientation trg nxt week for consecutive daes, meaning tat i gonna skip lessons agn(; eve gonna went for the luo zhi xiang's concert later tis yr, if i can i wanna go too~ get a life guys~ how big can sg get? with traveling so easy nowadaes, u still can hear ppl said tat 'i nvr went to the west side b4', i am so freak out...whn my classmates says tat jurong is so far frm the sch, how far can it get? lucky sg is small, if it is like australia, wher u gonna travel for few daes between the ends juz its state alone~ this can shows tat ppl has always live in their own world, nvr tried to explore outside the globe..if u wanna travel to other countries, try findin ur way ard sg first(; anyway i found tis big crockcoach at my living room sofa whn i was playin my comp, and all the while it is juz beside miee, and i nvr reali notice it till i feel something so ticklish~ i am so shocked tat i use a feather duster and whack until it bcum flat dead(; i wonder wher the insect came frm, juz hope tat my hse is not infested wif those pests, think of it reali makes my hair stand '__'

team~

2007-08-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

got inside the sch team, but coach choose 15 ppl first, thn slowly kick ppl out~ its like so long since i reali played bball, and muz attend all those trg every wk..i think i will quit bball after nxt yr cuz its like no future playin in sg(; i shall concentrate on more impt stuffs like 'norishing' my life~ pon tat stupid indian tcher lesson, went bck sec sch wif gab and guys, kel was freakin late, make us wait for him so long even though his hse is so near the sch~ we miss the concert and most of the party in sch, we juz slack ard the sch, and waited for others hu were even later, zzz! hmms, sch nvr reali change, juz more nerd tchers and students, lols~ after tat the guys wanna go town and catch a movie, but i was too shag, went bck home wif gw instead, some other daes hor! 'death is the second greatest invention of all times' i muz agree wif tat~ dunno hu said tis but i heard it frm steve jobs's speech in a video..death is a painful experience yet inevitable~ everyone is curious abt after life and tat kind of thing, i think no one living will ever noe tat... knowing tat u are dying soon, will truely understand ur life better and try to make everything rite..and at tat point of time, there's no rite or wrong, its juz u and God fighting for time~

late~

2007-08-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

kinda lazy to blog and sometimes i even wonder tat my blog even exist, lols..hmms, tryin hard to find a suitable blogskins, but dun hav? if someone can help miee, tat will be great~ my sister juz came bck frm a camp and nxt few daes ltr she gonna go for a edu trip to china..how fortunate youngsters can get nowadaes(; fancy has his veri own class chalet and he wanna drag miee along? y miee? even though i knew some of his mates, owe him some money due to i lose him on winning eleven and some dinner treat, i am not goin partly due to sch time and plenty of stuffs to settle(; thanks for inviting though~ i noe u are a bunch of great friends(; after 17 yrs, now thn i noe tat my dad nags worst thn my mum); he can repeat all those naggings every single dae without gettin tired, my mum even says he is so 'lo so' thn any auntie~ i listen until sians liao, same old thing keep coming out of his mouth~

buy buy buy~

2007-08-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

went to bugis wif guowei for some shopping..went ard to find our stuffs, he bought one black pants after findin for kinda long..bought a flexor bermudas myself too..juz can't find a polo tee for myself, maybe gonna take some time to find the suitable one bah... train-ed over to town to find yanny n chloe..guowei bought a wallet frm topshop, and i went over to tangs and bought a pierre cardin wallet, hahas..met them at far east, thn train-ed to taman..go watch the ndp celebrations, went home first to slack and went find them after tat..tis yr de celebrations nth much, not as crowded like b4(; walk walk and see see the performance, saw alort of ppl, thn jiu go home le..so tired todae, lols... i finally bought my GNCs after so long..muz reali train hard liao, wanna be fit like b4(; i have completed a few of my wishlist alr, but kinda heart-pain abt those money spent~

money~

2007-08-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

there is loads of things to buy on my wishlist now..too much tat i got to get a part time job, cuz i can't reali save it or even ask it frm my parents~ its reali some stuffs tat i wanted myself which is so unnecessary..how i wish someone give miee some numbers and i can strike a 2 million TOTO, woots~ Wishlist -wallet(etc braun buffel, mont blanc) -bag -clothings(etc polo tee, shorts, pants, belt) -GNC -weights -bball shoe? -new hp? -skill course? anyway for the skill course part, tempted to learn some dancing or singing(; i am so pump up after i saw luo zhixiang dancing those moves in videos and concerts, it kinda inspired miee alort and i desperately his wannabe~ sia larh!!! my back hurts so much everytime, i think its time to attend some physio therapy~ i think i goin for a haircut soon, i simply dun like my hair now? cuz its so hard to style, get messy so easily..guess i shld get a fashion book frm kinokuniya to pamper myself a new hairstyle soon(;

the best~

2007-08-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

was doin crowd-control for BL during the national dae celebrations in sch..i was like freaking pissed off? the rehearsals juz make us wait, and rot ther without doin anything..the actual event let us go sch early and WAIT agn, tis can see tat the BLs are so unorganised~ meetings almost everytime, keep skipping our lessons, i so lousy wif my grades alr, i dun wanna make it worst wif all tis stupid stuffs(; they nvr even giv miee the BL shirt someone, damn they all luh~ i thinkin how to get out of BL without gettin alort of troubles(; went for the 3on3 at suntec, was like so rush? haven even plae jiu tired liao..saw alort of ppl, but most of those i knew nvr plae, cuz they knew it gonna be damn sianz waitin(; we like waitin like hell luh, nth to do plus so tired lor..some of us or rather most of the ppl ard juz find one spot ther and juz slp~ kinda like those pathetic beggers, zzz! anyway we nvr win any games? all so shag plus injuries, jer and fancy went home first lor(; so we juz plae wif 3 players, and i did score alort of pts, hahas~ overall we got alort of fun and didn't reali mind abt the winning and losing cuz those games can get so corrupted like usual, vimal rite? but the gd thing is their gift is a gym bag, and i dun need to buy one anymore(; i wan to go shopping luh~ how i wish one bag wif loads of money drop frm the sky, its betta thn a death note(; HAHAS!

secret~

2007-08-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

my dad says tat we muz treasure time, as time flies~ and it does, last wk i was in the pathetic camp, and tis wk i am enjoyin myself..its like so fast tat i didn't felt a thing(; the whole wk is like so busy till i cannot even make a call to bas to get bck my 50 bucks! and my comp got tis stupid virus, got it dunno frm wher, suay lor~ ytd went town wif kel and luke..luke was like bringin his paddle ard town cuz he rushed down after his DB trg, so funny~ walk ard town and bought 3 of us bought some shirts, its out of my budget cuz i plan to buy it in the nxt few daes wif my lovely classmates de..but nvm luh, control lor~ watched disturbia, the show not bad but the sound effect scary sia, kanna scared so many times(; shia labeouf is so hot in the show, wow~ watced the secret too..the show is damn nice luh~ jay's actin improved i guess? he looks so into the show, nice storyline though..but some parts freaking lame luh~ overall die-die muz watched movie, cuz got jay inside(; great movie for a amatuer director like jay chou~ guess gonna well planned my days ahead, so many stuffs to do, maybe its hard to cope wif? but i took it kinda easy though~ tat 3on3 comin up, plae all the games in the midnite, wanna die liao~ hope can win lor..BL stuffs also loads and loads, considering quitting, see bah~ wanna be fit agn and learn some music skills to enrich myself~

leader camp~

2007-07-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

pratically wasted my weekend on the bridge leader camp..i can use my weekends for pools, town or bball..but dunno y i wanted to go for the camp in the first place, lols..make myself so freakin tired, i think problems are ppl hu created themselves..zzz! the camp was for the outgoing type, bored for the introverts..too bad i am one of them~ keep sayin cheers and shoutin, its reali sick and tiring..worst is i juz recover frm my sore throat, so kinda quiet during the camp..lols..got to noe loads of new peeps, etc. zj, nicole, haihan, shuyu, shushu, guo xiong and still got alort la(; nice knowing them though..the best part is the kayaking, wher we soak ourselves in the dirty water, and found loads of dead fish, zzz! anyway now thn i noe i got potential in kayaking, lols~ alittle of food is served to individuals, so for a big eater like miee, was a big headache..so nvr ate full over there, the food sux too..came bck and ate ate ate, slp slp slp lor.. oh ya, the funniest part during the camp is whn zj and miee wanna go bath tat time, we went to the girls toliet as tat area both toliets can be used for guys..went in and saw ppl showering thn i knock at the cubicle door and asked 'hello, u boi or girl?', it juz paused for few seconds and suddenly a girl voice came, 'y got guy's voice de?' thn miee and zj choing out of the toliet..lols..thn in the end is the two stupid blur sotong, shushu and shuyu..zzz! i can't imagine i myself managin so many ppl for such kind of activities, they will be bored like miee~ so dun call miee potential leaders pls~

town~

2007-07-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

i reali think singapore is too small, as u can see i can travel frm the west to the east, in less thn an hr..and the thing is there aint no places to go, i do admit there are plenty of heartland malls ard sg, but nobody will go de..town and vivo is kinda sianz if u went there too many times, and all those shops and stuffs are repeating, so no point visting agn and agn..so i think sg still got plenty of stuffs to work on (; nowadaes lessons are so boring, some things tat are so easy to understand, and some so difficult to even digest...maybe its hard to adjust bck to sch life after a long break..i think time and luck is always not on my side..so be it, i still wandering am i choosing the rite choice to come ite in the first place? lols~ whn u say a lie to someone, u gonna use another lie to cover the first... its a never-ending cycle~

briefing~

2007-07-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

playin a 3on3 on national dae, kinda a 24hr marathon game..lols..hope can win lor, hahas..the team name is stupid, SMD~ which i dun wanna further explain wat is it, lols..anyway goin to brush up my pool skills, kinda rusty liao..it gonna take huge courage to plae in sch, whn so many ppl are looking, zZz! thinkin of goin to sch late tml, kinda like 11 in the morning? cuz tat dunno crap lifeskills lessson is simply waste of time..but whn i suddenly rmb i got the camp briefing abt the bridge leader thingy, i simply gone crazy~ i tot i can slp an extra of 2 hrs..i wonder sometimes y i did such a crazy thing in life..a leader? it always shuns miee everytime, like taking over the warm ups during bball trg todae, i juz dun hav the leadership qualities i guess, lols~ i tot ite is some big money sch or company which has alort of finances, i doubt it..they hav the best and expensive equipments, but we gonna gonna pay money for simple notes? y can't they sponsor for us like in sec schs? cuz not everybody hav tis extra money to pay for it..i noe we shld contribute some money on the notes, but y they juz put it up on the internet portal like every poly students does since most students hav a comp for themselves? so wats the point of askin low income students to buy a slightly cheap comp for? sometimes this kind of things does not match the facts, its juz the policy problem..singaporeans are born bloodsuckers~

leader~

2007-07-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

sch starts is reali difficult to adjust bck to the usual sch hrs as the holidae b4 is too long..maybe my dad was rite, cut down the holidaes given, but there is also the pros and cons..anyway human are hard to satisfied though~ the new timetable given is disatrous, two co modules and 3 lifeskills lessons..cramped all tgt in 5 daes per wk, simply siaos..sch gonna end pretty late agn~ i was interviewed for bridge leader by a tcher hu is so LOL? he ask the question are so irrelevent? ' would u go out wif a new girl student hu ask u for a drink on the first dae of the orientation?' i got stumbled rite in front of him, he ask miee loads of crappy questions too..but in the end i got the leader thingy, and was appointed to collect money from the rest..he even ask miee y my shoes does not hav shoelaces, its the fashion, my dear teacher~ there is a camp coming up for us, boring~ sometimes i am always been watched by girls, i got to admit i am no 'shuaige', but are girls reali goin to be like guys? i mean its always the guys hu peeps and lookin at girls, discussing among themselves wheather is tat girl chio anot? girls did the same thing too i guess, to guys...maybe i attract their attention bah, particulaly schgirls..lols~

2007-07-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

nvr reali went out tis few daes, stuck at home all dae(; finally went gym tat dae, gyming kinda long but shag...went to see the gnc products, maybe gonna buy those supplements the nxt few daes..i reali wanna train up for my army, tat will come in the nxt few yrs, lols~ todae got a gathering for the sec sch alumni thingy, met up guo wei, went over to find kel and jin huan there...kinda unexpected tat jin huan alr in the army for quite a long time le..lols..went over there see the old sch, so many alumni ppl all so old de, i think many batch bck, some even bring their kids along..lols..most of the guys didn't came..gab, jeff and edwin); juz hang ard in those memorable classroom and those bball courts, where we shed our sweat and tears, got chance muz take photos b4 the sch tear down(; took cab to eat kfc near jurong spring, slack and tok awhile..went home after tat..muz hang ard and met up soon wif the guys(; we hav too much to say, after all its the sch where we know and grow tgt..muz reali treasure those sch life, its the most memorable chapter in ur life...take care all my frend~

ideas~

2007-07-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

okok, reali nth to blog abt? my life in the holidaes seems like a 'zai nan', infront of the comp for the whole dae and dun even bother to eat..maybe tats pure laziness in miee, no one can be as lazy as miee, is there any medicine to cure? i wan it, do i need to check it out at ebay? lols~ hmms, bball is temporary out for miee, so i got to focus on my studies and definetly flying pig(; but wat abt the future? do i wan to be a gd bballer or something i persue in life? perhaps i gonna buy some supplements to consume and do some workouts, wanna be fit? i still having the plans to take courses to upgrade myself, i dun wan to be a useless bum all my life(; lets tok abt the gst rise and aftermath of GSS...i went to mac and i saw the bloody rise of set meals price, gone up a couple of cents i think? and i guess all the stuffs gonna be up, up and up..everybody is sayin tat the rise is no prob for sillyporeans..but to miee, it surely does...maybe i can ask my mum for a rise in my pocket money? lols~ anyway i haven buy the stuffs i wanted in GSS, probably in the nxt few daes bah, b4 sch starts..guess i am the stupid one to go shopping after the gst went up, poor kid); sometimes the most sucessful person, is the most lonely of all...

youth cup`~

2007-06-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

end of my youth cup, lost to both whye nam and tong whye..its a pity we didn't plae well all tis while, we can go far, we noe it~ now gonna train hard for the ite cup coming, and loads of stuffs..overall, TRAIN HARD!!! anyway great sg sales is comin to an end soon, gonna get some shoppin done..or else the gst goes up agn, tat will be a great headache thn~ money money drop frm the sky please(; hmms, got my results todae...i tot tat i will fail at least one module, suprise tat i got d and c for my exams, a GPA 1.5..tats gd enough for someone hu nvr studies much(; i think wif tat i am alr out of poly); juz study hard whn the time goes by, and get the best out of it~

DOS~

2007-06-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

i was so freaking tired tis couple of daes, everydae outings and late night slpin..it reali cost ur heath, hope can rest well..lols..gonna meet my dar, nvr see her so long, miss her hell loads..zZz! lose to DOS 25 pts, managed to plae awhile, blame it tat i skipped trgs often, got some assits and fired a skyhoop from the three point line whn he fouled miee, it was obvious foul and they didn't gave miee the free throws..damn it, and my gang of friends treated it as a joke, lols~ sundae vs whye nam, gonna pray hard tat we can grab something out of tat game, or else its game over for us... its junyong's bdae todae, went ps to celebrate and ate ajisen..walk ard ther and slack at starbucks, its damn bored cuz its juz a couple of ppl comin onli.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNYONG 'BIAOGE'!!!

second round~

2007-06-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

won t-net 20 pts to rch the second round of the youth cup..i managed to score two pts and two steals to wrap up my onli 2 mins on court, since they wanna plae under basket rather thn outside shooting~ miee, jude and tommy is juz sittin on the bench, lols...overall the team plae well and we deserve it.. second round gonna meet DOS, whye nam and tong whye consecutively...aiming to pick up two wins to the third round, hope we can! after the game went eating wif the team, the sponsor treat us dinner, yay~ trained home after tat...gonna train my 3 pts, its kinda rusty..anyway its kinda useful during second rounds~

eve bdae~

2007-06-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

been busy abt bball all dae long, finally got a little break tis week till we mit t-net tis sundae..got myself injured no reason, cut my leg whn raymond offered miee a ride home and in the end met an clumsy accident..zZz! hope it recover soon b4 tis sundae game... went to celebrate eve's bdae todae, ate buffet at marina square...they took pics and ate like hell, thanks to max, my body gonna full of oil..zZz! went over to esplande to slack awhile b4 i headed home...the others went to ton, dunno where they go also.. saw 'Lost' season preview on chn 5, its finally bck..i hav been waitin for a yr to now, gonna glue my butt on the sofa now..its one of my favourite series on tv..lols.. http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/554941 do tis test, scoreboard pls refer to my friendster profile... will post scoreboard a couple of daes later... its expected tat we will be together.. hope we last long... my flying pig, her dickdohh (;

2 pts~

2007-06-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

finally exams is over, everybody is looking forward to holidays, wat if u knew u would fail, how can u enjoy ur holidays? nvm, there will be alort of ppl perished wif u..lols..anyway it will be great to kick studies aside for a month, but gonna go bck for cca and a talk on mon..lols~ won rivervale vista 101-44, best margin we had so far? but its a great morale boast for the team ahead of the important clash..hope we got more better in overall, and defintely get my shooting bck..hahas..went amk hub, nice place though, maybe nxt time free can go over..lols..got gastric pain, was in pain all the way from amk bck to lakeside, got home pop some pills, and i recover..how miracle things can get? thinking of restin, but due to exams, i stayed up to 3 late night..haiz~ holidays coming, its time for some gym, town and bball..

hero?~

2007-06-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

lose to tamp east ard 30 pts, simply a bad performance for us..all of us out of form, struggling wif injuries and fatigues..but i managed to score 2 pts, broke the duck without scoring for 3 yrs! lols...my shooting is still the same, haiz..hope the nxt game will be betta.. anyway weitian steal the photo which i took whn i was sec 1, and post it on her blog, lame shit~i got tat pic and i put on my dp, more lamer~ anyway i look different, luckily eve says tat i look more nicer now, lols... study hard, play hard and pray hard.

shooter~~

2007-05-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

i think its kinda long tat someone deploy miee as a shooter in the team..i reali losing all my touches, its like been out of sorts recently...lets take our last game against millenia institute, i shot more thn 10 shots, but none scored? tats the worst ever game i played even though we hammer our opponents...maybe i am use as a defensive player for too long i guess (; went for a friendly against wrs, i knew tat i shot balls too, but none scored..maybe its out of form recently, gonna reali find form b4 the game against tamp east... got test everytime, sick of it already...tml still got another phase test on EC, tired of all tis crap...hmms, i failed both of my class test, sianz ); i think i betta concentrate well on my studies more thn bball since studies is more impt..lols..i still wan to get my GPA!!!

admiralty~

2007-05-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

havin test tis few daes, gonna did well for my IFS but fluke my EC...its simply hard, reasons? i didn't studied for EC..minsi still say i dissapoint miss tan, lols..went food fair, alort of ppl, my dad was ther too..went ard eat eat eat, end up spendin ard 15 bucks on foods (; had a cut on my left leg, i am so stupid to cut it whn during sch trg, blame the broken fence..lols..got into the admiralty team, got num 11 in the team..i feel reali bad to left out eric in the team, haiz ); work hard guys, lets go far..let us draw first blood (; the thing so coincidence tat i took part in 3 opening games of the tournament for 3 consecutive yrs now... such an asshole, i admit tat i admit tat i am a playboy (;

loser~

2007-05-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

i didn't make it into the team for penang, but was among the 18 man squad, considerably the sch team...lols...i played my part in scoring and assits, but juz can't find the icing onto the cake..haiz, now tryin hard to be a better player now... wednesday gonna be test for both IFS and EC, so pathetic...so maybe i gonna get a haircut done tml, see how it goes bah...i think also not goin for the selection of the POL-ITE cup, simply waste of time..i can't make it eventually, i knew tat too..lols.. nowadaes alort of ppl wanna lose weight, mostly gurls..as wat u noe, they are lazy to exercise, so how are they gonna done it? pray and hope god give them a nice body overnight...lols...anyone hav any ideas how to gain weight? thanks cuz i need tat..zZz! wher my heart goes? its for you and for miee to know...

so long nvr blog~

2007-05-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

sorrie for not updating, or rather nobody visted my blog? anyway juz kinda busy wif stuffs always...slpin late and late for sch like usual...exams coming real soon, and everybody had started mugging for it except for miee, gonna start real soon i guess, but kept slpin in class is not a good idea though.. went for sch team trg ytd, 50 plus ppl came? say wanna select a team for a penang trip, lols..gonna plae hard for it i guess? its all the sponsorship i am targeting for anyway...hahas...as for admiralty, dun bother wheather can enter team anot, its juz supplementary (; ppl did not gave miee chances last time, but i given u one, or rather both of us, but maybe i am the one who is having problems now...

its the end~

2007-05-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

gonna study now reali damn hard for the exams alr, had been lagging behind others too much..dun reali expect ite stuffs to be so difficult, its simply like poly...struggling reali hard now, its reali the end for miee? hahas... late like usual for sch, caught by mr goh...he is pathetic, tryin to tok sense into some bunch of ite students which nobody will...hahas...the funny part was whn eve suggested to hire bus to fetch us frm the west so tat we wun be late, nice try eve ;) tryin hard to settle myself down, whole body aches, still struggling wif my knee injuries..i cannot reali force myself to go on anymore...maybe its time to take a break? try other stuffs? maybe it will be betta for miee...bball is not as impt as everything in life though... studies and towning, here i come!!!

rots~

2007-05-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

lazy to post though, everybody has been askin miee to post some shit even though i dun even hav a shit to post..lols...juz like usual, busy wif sch life n gamin, for sure..hahas... ytd went trg, saw eve at mrt, was late, met up wif fancy...go ther plae plae onli, damn sianz..plae until 10 plus, coach thn come...tok cock wif us abt the selection stuffs, it reali seems tat i can't get into the team...dunno y so many ppl join tis club for? i reali can't get it..hahas..ate wiffancy, walked so quickly to take train..fancy was kind enough to acc miee bck to je..we reached, found out tat ther is no train left..lols...cannot get hm, no choice, took cab wif him go his hse slp...morning say wanna plae game, but we overslept..lols... my rite choice? i reali thinks we ain't suitable, let miee adjust my feelings for u first... we shld not even be tgt in the frist place, so dun blame miee for being cruel.. its kinda tormenting, it sure does...

dear~

2007-04-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

went to watch the 200 pounds beauty, simply a great movie...its suppose to be a touching movie but i did not cry at all? heard tat my frends cried whn they watch tis movie, kns~ anyway got all the song frm the soundtrack, their songs were fabulous...lols.. todae was late for sch like usual, wrote a nonsense 120 words essay for mr tong, juz to explain y are we late...lols..how lame tchers can get tis few daes? nvm, i bear wif it...lols..anyway i wrote ard 200 plus words for him, crappin like usual... tml's labour dae, so no sch for miee, gonna meet up wif dear to watch spidey 3 bah...i had waited for tis movie for like one yr plus liao..tml confirm alort ppl see de lor..hope can buy till tickets bah...tml gonna be a great dae! hahas... u got to believe tis, sg is filled wif foreigners..tis is not to criticise or wat lar...juz tat i can see the population of them increasing like hell...everywhere also got..i noe its cheap to hire workers frm china n sri lanka etc, but its reali too many of them? try take a walk down bugis or little india, its simply overcrowding ther, dun say my hse over here..lols...can the goverment do smth abt it? lolx...

loves~

2007-04-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

kinda tired tis few daes? everydae same routine kinda sick of it...maybe life will change for the betta? anyway i slept early thn usual, proud of myself...lols.. was late for the combine EC session wif miss tan, dunno where to enter frm the lecture hall, thanks to mr tong..lols..make alort of noise during her lesson...had IFS test after tat, flunked it as usual..btw watever i revise nvr came out though..argh! an hr of miss tan lesson, pratically no one had the mood to listen though...zZz! after tat went GL, ate and plae pool...was own-ed by cam, how lousy can i get? hahas...had a great time playin wif them after all...went jw fo dinner for sis's bdae, had a great dinner...home sweet home after tat.. its a special dae for miee and 'her'... its great tat we get things goin.. i love you.

too much~

2007-04-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

nvr reali plae bball due to my leg injury, nursing it? maybe gonna be fine for tml's trg, hope nth happens..hahas..anway plae pool last few daes at supercue, keep losin reali keeps miee fustrated...i think nxt time i shld concentrate alittle more..lols... ton over at fancy's hse, plae games like usual...ask him to teach miee plae guitar, but due to no music talents in my bloodstream, i unable to even struck a note...zZz! but he said tats wat amatuers were...hahas..maybe got time to pick up thn say lor.. had pratical test todae...like usual, was late for sch agn, tis time round met the gurls hu were late too..lols...went kfc for lunch, studied alittle for the test? luckly, pair up wif max for the practical...got the questions, dunno how to do, forgot all the stuffs i juz studied moments ago! pretty sad huh? anyway i think gonna fail le lar..no choice..thanks god nvr screw up the pratical can liao..lols.. maybe i am reali sick of waiting? had promised not to hold on to it.. maybe its time to jump on any chances if available? or maybe i am juz tat unlovable?

crappers~

2007-04-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

i am thinkin bout tis few daes, how am i goin to get a life nowadeas? tryin hard to find smth 'meaningful' to do, but tat does not reali work out..lols...anyway had a great talk wif mr tong todae along wif jianhui n jingxia in the office, simply tok cock...hahas..maybe not gonna carry on like tis for the rest of my life? i reali does not hope so..zZz! i like to crap alort tis few daes, kinda not my usual self? guys, juz bear wif miee for awhile, i juz havin a hard time rite now...lols..btw i juz got myself injured, probably pulled my thigh muscles during my bball pratices last tues..its been a few daes le, tryin hard to bear the pain though..lols.. i dun expect too much frm u, i juz wanna be wif u... still tryin to be a better man, trust miee...

first dae of term~

2007-04-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

was rushing my project last min tis few daes, kinda stupid cuz i had 3wks to complete it, n i waste it all...zZz! but anyway i completed it in the last hr n thanks for those hu help miee wif the project..lols...was late for sch todae like usual, cab-ed to sch...no mood to study? was talkin like usual till mr goh caught my hair, got suspended frm lesson... went eastpoint to get myself a haircut, in the end? paid $20 for it which i dun reali like it, even though the service is gd..lols..slack at miss tan lesson too, heard tat gonna be tests every week? 9 tests in 7 weeks, awesome huh? practically gonna buck up n stuck my head into studies now...lols.. in the order to become great, sacrifices are necessarily...

my bdae~

2007-04-12T11:53:00.000+08:00

had my most meaningful bdae ever? friendster n msn filled wif tons of bdae wishes, hp kept ringing n presents frm frends..its reali great huh? no wonder everybody says one's bdae is the most impt in the yr..lols... my classmates got miee a belt, a song dedication at suntec fountain which i did not enjoy n a cake which i nvr ate, i simply dun like cakes since young, anyway thanks loads for ur efforts! btw wan ru got miee a long sleeve shirt which it fits perfectly, thank you so much 'laopo'...zZz! anyway few more mins is her bdae, so coincidence our bdae so near...got her a present, but dunno how to give her, cuz i am busy wif my work n junyong can't make it to go wif miee to her chalet...maybe whn sch reopens? happy bdae to you! like to say a BIG thank you to everyone who gave miee bdae wishes. dunno wat to say, juz THANK YOU luh!

library~

2007-04-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

damn the games, has not been bloggin cuz of my addiction...all thanks to fancy who helped miee to install the stupid game into my comp..make miee 100% gamin everydae..lols... went to national library to study wif classmates..i was so late cuz of my gaming agn, luckily those guys were late too..hahas...grab a bite at han's, the stupid cashier nvr return my one dollar...zZz! nvr reali study, pratically gaming n doin some stupid stuffs on friendster, dun wanna mention it here..hahas..anyway tml i think we are goin bck agn to study...lols... went for lunch after tat, been like hungry for almost the whole dae? nvr reali eaten smth til juz now...there's tis pasar malam ard the corner, went over ther see see..bought a beef burger even though i had juz eaten kfc..lols..train-ed wif vette n peixin...i was so tired tat i fall asleep in the train, i missed my stop...whn i bout to get down, i walk to the wrong doorway..how blur can i get tis daes? zZz! is she tryin to hide smth frm miee? or is she speakin the truth bout herself? i dunno... i reali hav no idea...